Baby Kisses & Hugs
Not one day goes by no matter how busy I am I always think about my baby girl Jasmine. Especially when I see a little girl in a cute dress, holding hands with mommy or wondering what it would be like to have a girls day out. Although I know she is in a better place a mother can not help but to wonder some days. Recently I was watching this special on television and the mother loss her baby after the baby had been born for a couple of weeks. I was all too familiar with the hurt and despair that she felt. I did not feel like doing anything: eating, breathing, walking, talking or even laughing. The next day I felt numb.....I wanted to scream....I wanted to hit something but none of those things were going to bring my Jazzy back. I was hopeless and when I arrived home I felt as though I was sleep walking. What a terrible feeling! That movie reminded me that I have came a mighty long way with God's grace and mercy he kept me.
Rest in peace are not my favorite words I guess because you see R.I.P. on headstones in horror films and during Halloween (rambling). I would prefer to say See You In Heaven Baby Girl!
Rest in peace are not my favorite words I guess because you see R.I.P. on headstones in horror films and during Halloween (rambling). I would prefer to say See You In Heaven Baby Girl!